I wish Mama were here :(

Yesterday was fun because of I had been spending my evening with my family. First we went to visit my late grandma grave, after that we visited our great-grandma at Goshen. Finally, we gathered at house having dinner together :)

Mama's grave. 

weird posture :p

with Kiki :)

Dodu's House :)

Dinner Mi Kari :) Yummy !

Honestly, I always wish Mama still alive. When Mama gone, there is too much regret that haunting me! I question myself why did I hurt Mama feeling when she need our attention, feel burden when she need us. Mama used to be not just my grandma but at the same time as my mother. She loved her grandchildren and always there when her family get in trouble. Mama had helped my family a lot. 

I miss her so much. I miss that moment where Mama brought me to Tamu, fishing, we were looking for rabung and a lot more. I miss to eat "masakan Mama". 

DEEPLY MISSED BY ME... Bibi.

Well, past is past. So, last night aunty Nonon has make two different types of dinner "MI SUP" and "Mi KARI". Yummy!! I've tasted both and I don't know when will this moment happen again, maybe next year or next December :)